Since I just started my day, there isn't much I can say about it but that doesn't mean I don't have some drama to tell ya guys. Listen up cause I'm about to bitch about my family. YAY! So much fun! *rolls eyes*
So yesterday after I got back from my usual weekend trip to my bestfriend's house I got a message from my older brother. Lemme just tell ya something about my relationship with my him. We don't really talk since he is a busy man. He lives in Dubai and I live in Poland. He has a wife and has a life, why would he even bother with a " hey what's up?" text to his sister?
So as you may have already quessed I was very surprised to see that he actually remembers my existence. His text read " hey sis! what's your height?". What the..... right? I was just as confuesed as you are now. I simply said I'm between 168 and 170 cm ( 5'5 - 5'6 roughly) and then asked why did he need to know that. " I'm trying to figure out where u'll sleep * laughing face emoji*". I went to ask my parents what he ment by that and mum just looked at me for a brief second and then back at her computer and said " We are going to Dubai to visit your brother in May".
A normal person would be happy to see there brother since they get to see them once or twice a year. But I'm not your usual, normal person. I got angry. Last month for winter break i took my bestfriend to Jamaica. I have insomnia . Just to make it easy to understand for you... You Don't want an insomniac to be jet lagged. I don't do well with flying for more then 4 hours. No, I'm not scared of flying and no, I don't get sick. I just can't sit in a cramped space with alot of people for too long or i get anxious. And since I have anxiety it's hard for me to sleep. So I just sit there and out of nowhere I start crying. I cry when I'm frustrated. Call me dramatic if you want to but I don't do it willingly or for attention cause sometimes ( most times) I don't even know I'm crying untill someone else tells me. After getting of a plane I'm dead. I look dead. I act dead. I feel dead. I don't know why I didn't get the part in walking dead....
Also the fact that my brother and I aren't exactly sibling goals. And the fact that by the end of this year I'll be attending boarding school in Berlin (which costs tons of money) . I personally hate spending money. Even though my family and I can allow it, I don't like doing it.
Be back soon... the devil arrived. wish me luck!
Ok I'm back and alive! Oh my god I swear to god I will kill her one day *smiles evilly*.
Back to the topic of Dubai *sighs*. My parents already bought tickets so I have no way out of this. Sad. But fine I guess, I like his wife and I like warm countries. Plus they promised I will be able to sleep in as much as I wanted to and watch alot of Netflix. Bonus points for finding a good place for horse riding over there. Yes I horse ride since I was a toddler. They said something about horse riding in the desert? That is something to look up to on this trip!
Now excuse me. Imma sing my heart out now cause dad's at work and mum went grocery shopping.
HOME ALONE = SINGING FREELY
Last time in Dubai on a safari jeep tour.
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